Alright, I am am home. And I made it in record time. I am excited for an evening of unwinding from the madness of this past weekend. I had some good thinking time on the way home and I feel like I am finally getting thing figured out. I am not sure what direction to go yet, but I am working on it.
To everyone back home reading this... THANK YOU. I had a beautiful time while back in the H-Town and in Shelton with Mom and Dad and Buddy Big Dog and G-Ma. I miss all of you so much and it makes my heart happy to be welcomed back with open arms. I really appreciate all of the words of encouragement, shoulders to lean on when I was falling down... And crying, and the laughter. I often forget what it feels like to really laugh, I don't do that much here but it is getting better. I know that sounds rather depressing at this point but it is not, I am just being real. Thank you again for making me feel whole again. I love you and miss you all already.
Okay so I need to finish my grading, take a shower and get to bed. I will try to post all of the fun pics yet tonight but I am not sure that I will make it. I am exhausted from the drive and all I want to do is sleep.
Oh yeah, because of the reactions that I received about the Tonic lyrics, I would just like to say... I really like that song, it was playing on my internal jukebox and I typed it out. So to counteract I leave you all with the song that made the drive away from my mommy and daddy and bestfrienda easier....
"Goodbye To You"
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
[Chorus]
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
[Chorus x2]
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
I love you all... Good Night.
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