Good Bye Hastings, Hello Northland

Okay so last night was the going away party and have learned that it is time for me to go away. For anyone involved in any of the drama last night, I am sorry. However, I still love all of you. I am just a little hurt right now. I am leaving tomorrow and I am so scared that I cry every time I think about it, so I am packing my stuff in this sort of disconnected manner and I am sure that I am not making a whole lot of sense to anyone that I have talked to today. I guess I am finding a problem in saying good-bye to the only thing that I have known as my home and life and my friends. This hurts and it sucks, and I need some serious coffee....