So I think that spring has arrived in the Northland, although I am not really sure. It has been beautiful here, even if it is a little rainy. I love days where I wake up to the rain beating on my window. I like to curl up in my covers and just listen, think about life, just be. I had a morning like that today. It was beautiful.
Life here has been pretty uneventful. Lots of coaching as the kids got ready for AFA. I hate not being with them. I did get to drive them to the airport though, so that was good. Did a little shopping at MOA after leaving them. Didn't buy anything, just a good window shopping day.
Got quals back, did well. Happy about that. School is going okay. I feel like I am stuck in my research project and am not really sure how to get out of it. It sucks a little.
Really missing my friends back home lately. I miss fun Holly. I feel like she is lost right now. I feel old. I am only 23 and I spend 5 days a week hanging out at home with my cat. Occasional I get a call to do something but that is rare. It sucks a bit.
Trying to find a job. I hate the search. I wish I would know if I have an assistantship next year so that I can try to plan my next step. Not really sure what to do at this point. Just rollin' with it I suppose. Trying not to let myself think to far ahead and get stressed out and worried. I know that everything will be okay, but not exactly sure how.
Need to do some shopping for NFA. Don't know what to wear. Marathon speeching... Don't know how I feel about it. We'll see.
I must go and do something today. I have lounging all day long. Need to try and be productive.
Thoughts of the day: Do people miss me the way that I miss them? And Why am I always expected to be there for everyone else but then they are not here for me?
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